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2002-10-16 - 9:26 p.m. AtomA6: i know Huggybear747: AtomA6 is typing, I wonder what? AtomA6: so hows it in towson Huggybear747: He's entered Text! Huggybear747: It's cold, indifferent, lonely, solitary Huggybear747: But it's tolerable AtomA6: thats good Huggybear747: It's not like getting up and going to class and playing Tokyo Extreme Racer till 2am. AtomA6: :-)thats cool AtomA6: all i have is early classes AtomA6: i'm done at 12 noon every day Huggybear747: Man, that leaves plenty of time for masturbation, even with Nick IN THE ROOM AtomA6: yea AtomA6: non stop jerkin Huggybear747: So how's life there Popeye? AtomA6: its a hobby now Huggybear747: Oh, it's a way of life. AtomA6: its alright not that bad AtomA6: u know how it is Huggybear747: http://mr-sparkles.diaryland.com/images/mistertwithkittens.jpg Huggybear747: I know Huggybear747: But I mean, give me the dirt, has it been stressed n shit? I know you switched your major and stuff Huggybear747: I saw your sister in Starbucks not too long ago AtomA6: the major is pretty good AtomA6: the prof r cool AtomA6: i'll b aight Huggybear747: Have you been getting drunk? AtomA6: not yet AtomA6: but my time will come AtomA6: u been to any of the towson parties yet Huggybear747: nope Huggybear747: I'm 21 now too. Huggybear747: I need to go to Silver Shadows. Huggybear747: Dress to Impress. AtomA6: cool Huggybear747: CLUB CHOICES! Huggybear747: I got some Bmore club records AtomA6: u should Huggybear747: I know, goofy fat white guys get all the booty chicks AtomA6: you'd be surprised Huggybear747: Six words. WATCH-OUT-FOR-THE-BIG-GIRL AtomA6: lol AtomA6: u can tame the big girls Huggybear747: Man, I've given up the struggle AtomA6: say it ain't so Huggybear747: I know, such a pimp turning in his gators Huggybear747: trading them in for flip-flops AtomA6: u settling down with a female AtomA6: or stayin single Huggybear747: Nope, I'm retreating to the Monk Status. Huggybear747: Once again. AtomA6: it can't be done Huggybear747: Not letting any women into my fortress like Slug says. Huggybear747: I know, one bitch is gonna come along and snake charm my penis out my pants........... Huggybear747: But for now, it doesn't seem to be happening. Huggybear747: THere's one, but she's all far away........ AtomA6: u won't be saying that for long Huggybear747: there's another, but she's out my league........... Huggybear747: why you say that? Huggybear747: well, actually they're both out my league AtomA6: where's your confidence AtomA6: females like guys who can make them laugh Huggybear747: Actually, confidence would matter if I had enough desire, but it doesn't Huggybear747: I'm a human being like everyone else and I like to get hugs from soft girls with boobies, but I don't know, I'm slap boxing with God AtomA6: if u say so AtomA6: i can't change your way of thinking Huggybear747: I didn't ask you too AtomA6: i know Huggybear747: I'm not all like on a BITCHES AIN'T SHIT BUT HOES AND TRICKS tip Huggybear747: It's more like, my love is for the world, and I shouldn't objectify it and contain it in a mere woman's soul only......... Huggybear747: Treat everyone the same......... Huggybear747: on a base level, to the best of my ability. AtomA6: i feel u Huggybear747: All these women and gender classes got me thinking AtomA6: ic AtomA6: i feel the same way Huggybear747: Stereotypical roles I seem to play, all these things I'm trying to unlearn and get a clearer perspective on, eventhough it's an uphill battle, I find it hard not to objectify women and desire them, that's part instinct, but I think I can keep my dick in my pants until it's dire necessary and I think I'm getting something worthwhile and meaningful from it other then a nut. Huggybear747: I can get a nut on route 40 in a booth if I wanted it. AtomA6: u got a lot of stuff on your mind Huggybear747: Well, yeah. Huggybear747: But who doesn't. Huggybear747: it's all in how you say it. AtomA6: tru Huggybear747: I heed to the creed, IF YOU CAN'T BE RIGHT, BE DRAMATIC AtomA6: but most ppl don't express what they're thinking AtomA6: good point AtomA6: so what have u been doin besides school Huggybear747: People don't express it, like males, it's a behavior, Suffering=some sort of duty............Some people just can't Huggybear747: 5 people Iming me at once AHHHH~! Huggybear747: I've been working, procrastinating, being depressed, thinking, I went to the doctor today about my sleeping problems. AtomA6: so what did they say about your sleeping probs Huggybear747: I got to take a sleep study, hook me up to a buncha shit, take a blood test Huggybear747: It could be a number of things...........Apnea, Narcolepsy, Restless legs syndrome, thyroid/metabolism problems............ Huggybear747: I'll find out soon enough, I hope this is gonna change up my mood for the better. Huggybear747: Seriously, you feel shitty, you think shitty, you just live and breathe tired, unrested, and unkempt AtomA6: what r u so depressed about your sleeping problems or something else Huggybear747: Knock that pillar down and then move on to knock down that laziness/procrastination/fear pillar Huggybear747: Well, the girl, or lack thereof, school, life in general, traveling without moving, stressed just going to work weekends and working full time and school full time, one of my best friends moved away recently, uhhhh.....that's about it I think AtomA6: sounds like you're stressed out Huggybear747: the constant search for self Huggybear747: Fuck that. AtomA6: u know things will work out Huggybear747: Just watching everything you believe in pack up and walk away from you as the whole house you built crumbles before your feet and you reach a state of shock you can't even try to put it back together...... Huggybear747: Well, yeah, things will work out in the odd way they do. I'm trying to take hold of the sails and bring it to a more desirable direction though. AtomA6: things will be alright for u, they always turn out Huggybear747: You got GOD LOVES UGLY yet? You know Atmosphere is gonna be in Bmore the 21st AtomA6: yea i just got that Huggybear747: How do you know? Checking your tarot cards? Huggybear747: Word. AtomA6: yea AtomA6: i got it off mirc Huggybear747: I can't steal music anymore, especially underground, i've developed a conscious......I'll dl some stuff if I haven't heard it, but as for that........I just can't, I'm trying to buy more and more vinyl, I got 200 dollars worth of bmore club AtomA6: damn you're a new man AtomA6: and $200 worth of bmore club AtomA6: i didn't know u liked it that much Huggybear747: hell yeah Huggybear747: I listen to it all the time, it's damn infectious Huggybear747: you can only get this shit at the Metros or Music Liberated Huggybear747: I should be Djing for Bobby's events AtomA6: so he told u about the open mic night Huggybear747: Well, but of course Huggybear747: I'm down like a fatty on a see saw, I might even have to compose a piece AtomA6: lol Huggybear747: What about you Lash LuRue? Got any dope words to spit amongst Frostburg's finest? AtomA6: its not for me AtomA6: i'm just the audience AtomA6: i'll be there for support Huggybear747: Man, I picture you one day just doing one of those "I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it anymore!" speeches just once in your life and it's gonna change up the world somehow AtomA6: hmm, i don't think that'll happen Huggybear747: That's another male thing, the absence of speaking, alludes to something more mysterious, yet simple, straight forward, imposing Huggybear747: Your a man of a few words, but seriously man, you can speak your mind words or not, maybe with just a twitch of your eye. Huggybear747 wants to directly connect. Huggybear747 cancels request; no connection was made. AtomA6: that is tru AtomA6: so what was that Huggybear747: Man, I just want to show u funny pictures Huggybear747: http://scanzilla.diaryland.com/021009_2.html Huggybear747: there you go Huggybear747: better AtomA6: lol Huggybear747: nancy Reagan and Mr. T, that's my desktop AtomA6: is this your website Huggybear747: ULTIMATE DESKTOP! Huggybear747: no, mine is http://mr-sparkles.diaryland.com Huggybear747: That dude is just some crazy dude I ran into, he's pretty damn funny AtomA6: cool AtomA6: me like Huggybear747: like what? Huggybear747: The page? AtomA6: your page Huggybear747: Yeah, gives me web space to upload images and stuff. Huggybear747: http://mr-sparkles.diaryland.com/images/mrsparkles.jpg Huggybear747: http://mr-sparkles.diaryland.com/images/junior20and20lala.jpg AtomA6: where the hell did you get the clown pic from Huggybear747: This wacky ass website Huggybear747: Clowning from christ I'm getting a tshirt from them AtomA6: u always seem to find the craziest pics Huggybear747: That's what I do Huggybear747: http://www.clowning4christ.com/ Huggybear747: there's the site Huggybear747: http://www.clowning4christ.com/merchandise.htm Huggybear747: there's the t-shirt I want, the clown behind the cross Huggybear747: I also like TNT for JESUS! Huggybear747: They have clown conferences and a fucking magazine, it's downright scary AtomA6: this is a strange site Huggybear747: No doubt Huggybear747: Indeed Huggybear747: http://www.theclownshoppe.com/ AtomA6: its disturbing how u find these sites Huggybear747: It's disturbing that these people are among us, might as well warn your ass so you have a kungfu chop ready AtomA6: good looking out Huggybear747: yup
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