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2003-02-07 - 10:09 a.m. sharks: my empire is CRUMBLING Huggybear747: who are you? sharks: Sharks Huggybear747: what's going wrong with your empire? sharks: its crumbling! Huggybear747: your empire consists of..............................? sharks: chips and yogurt Huggybear747: That's a flimsy empire Huggybear747: The chips get soggy real quick Huggybear747: even big fritos sharks: but its crumbling at the moment Huggybear747: Well, I don't know whether to console you or hand you a cigar in triumph..... sharks: a cigar will do! Huggybear747: So, let me start interviewing you like the guy did Michael Jackson Tonite. Huggybear747: OR would it be you that would like to ask the questions? sharks: people who sunbathe want to be black sharks: i can be both! Huggybear747: People who sunbath go to tanning beds in the winter Huggybear747: YOu can? sharks: sure i don't know sharks: i also named my child blanket sharks: and threw a pillow out of the window Huggybear747: Man, let's try not to talk about that. IT'S IGNORANT. EVERYTHING IS IGNORANT. MY USAGE OF THE WORD IGNORANT IS IGNORANT. sharks: i think your red font is IGNORANT Huggybear747: why? sharks: i don't know, but let me just choke my child with this scarf Huggybear747: Even the Gorillas were scared. Huggybear747: Courvoisier is not all the luxury it intends to be........ Huggybear747: Actually, it's quite nasty sharks: whats that? Huggybear747: Oh man.............. Huggybear747: What's your name? sharks: 888888 sharks: yours? Huggybear747: Mike? sharks: hi MIKE? Huggybear747: Hello 888, Does that name mean anything, it has a nice mystical touch to it and not plain old dull MIKE. sharks: it means Dawn Huggybear747: In what language? sharks: farsi Huggybear747: Tell me about yourself in 2 sentences. sharks: THE PRESSURE. <---that didn't count (neither does this) i am a persian princess brought here to brighten and darken everyone's spirits. i'm like a smack in the face and a light tug on the hair. Huggybear747: How old are you? I'm guessing high school, but definitely under 21. sharks: WHAT? sharks: i'm 25 Huggybear747: Seriously? Huggybear747: Then why don't you know what Courvoisier is? sharks: my vocab is limited, yo. sharks: do they teach you that when you turn 22? sharks: is that some secret passcode? Huggybear747: Now you're pulling the age card on me, ouch! sharks: "all thee that are a year old than thy drinking age, shall know what a Courvoisier is" Huggybear747: Alright, I'm a hillbilly................. Huggybear747: and a boozehound. Huggybear747: What do you do? sharks: i'm a temp Huggybear747: I'm not 22, I don't think. sharks: how old are you and what do you do? Huggybear747: I'm 21 and I'm a professional jackass. AKA Student that delivers pizza on the weekends. sharks: my friend delivers pizzas. she loves it Huggybear747: Well, you gals can get the better tips deliver to fat kids that want pizza, us fellas with faces like mackerals don't get that extra dollar of charm out. Huggybear747: It's alright. Huggybear747: I listen to alot of public radio. sharks: hah Huggybear747: and talk on my cell phone to friends in Cali. sharks: she actually complains she doesn't get good enough tips sharks: but she enjoys driving Huggybear747: I enjoy driving, especially since I've been sleeping better. Huggybear747: I've gone through about 18 of my 9 lives. sharks: how so? Huggybear747: Close your eyes and let go of the wheel on a major roadway sometime. sharks: i thought my friend was doing that once when i was high Huggybear747: Insomnia is the natural high. Huggybear747: Thank god for Rumble Strips! sharks: it is Huggybear747: That's all I gotta say! Huggybear747: Yeah, try about 6 years straight insomnia, even more. sharks: forced insomnia just isnt the same Huggybear747: Well, it wasn't really forced. sharks: i meant if i tried it sharks: it would be forced Huggybear747: Well, go to a boot camp or something. they'll wake you up at all ungodly hours of the night and make you do things. Huggybear747: Go to your local 7-11 and get some STACKER 3's sharks: what are those? Huggybear747: "Diet" pills, basically crank Huggybear747: Where do you live? sharks: fun! Huggybear747: Yeah, they got them at all the truck stops. sharks: northern VA Huggybear747: no shit. Huggybear747: Where at? sharks: vienna sharks: where are you at? Huggybear747: Havre de Grace MARYLAND sharks: never heard of it sharks: but then again i'm allergic to maryland Huggybear747: Well, because it's the last town next to nowhere Huggybear747: Why you say that? sharks: i don't care for maryland much. i always get lost there... and it always seems more dark and dismal compared to virginia Huggybear747: Virginia.........it's for lovers sharks: and HATERS Huggybear747: You hate? Huggybear747: no love in your life? sharks: there's a little love Huggybear747: That's good, all good. sharks: what is that fat pimp saying? Huggybear747: I don't know. Huggybear747: I can't really fancy myself a fat pimp sharks: twinkie? Huggybear747: Twinkie? Huggybear747: I've eaten your share and my share of them sharks: hahaha sharks: thats what your icon says Huggybear747: oh, well, still my statement ring truth Huggybear747: Do you find me at all interestin?. I definitely don't feel the slightest at this moment for one reason or another........... sharks: i do i do! am i giving the uninterested vibe?? i'm just getting imed all over the place. Huggybear747: You type well jedi. sharks: let me ask you, if you were stuck in an elevator with two people, who would they be and why Huggybear747: The guy with the crowbar and my friend Kevin. sharks: why? Huggybear747: The guy could get us out and me and Big Kev would sing badly in the mean time. Huggybear747: How bout you Baby blue? Who would you like to have for dinner living or dead right now? sharks: dinner orson welles and my brothers friend johnny sharks: orson welles might tell me the truth about his life or act really pretentious Huggybear747: you have quite an interest in movies, you make them? sharks: johnny would say really inappropriate and stupid shit sharks: nope. but i'd like to Huggybear747: You buy a camera. Huggybear747: you buy avid. Huggybear747: you're set. Huggybear747: Maybe a light kit, light meter. Huggybear747: Me and my friend do it. Huggybear747: We do it all the time. sharks: i'm baroke sharks: how many have you made? Huggybear747: What did you go to school for? sharks: psychology Huggybear747: Uhhh, let's see, since the 12th grade, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 short pieces. Huggybear747: maybe more here and there. Huggybear747: and you're a temp???!?! sharks: yep Huggybear747: man, I want to give you a hug. Huggybear747: You got any film background? Do you write scripts and whatnot? sharks: i've written a couple for the schools i've applied to sharks: i took film classes in college sharks: but nothing in production Huggybear747: just theory, criticism? sharks: yeah Huggybear747: Well, I'm an EMF major that's taking Women's studies, I really couldn't give you "Expert" advice on the field other then go out and do it. I hate seeing all these pretentious assholes on my campus thinking they're the next Robert Rodriguz. sharks: whats EMF? Huggybear747: Electronic Media and film sharks: oh cool! sharks: what school do you go to? Huggybear747: My brother is an actor, my friend's in film school in Texas, my other friend is the guru that's putting all this nice stuff out with my brother and me. Huggybear747: Towson Huggybear747: I need to write. sharks: what do you need to write? Huggybear747: http://www.lorenproductions.com Huggybear747: Final Draft and ideas Huggybear747: I need to get off my ass sharks: i need to too Huggybear747: Anyways, just call me lucky to be surrounded by great mind Huggybear747: minds* sharks: i got myself this mini book to encourage me sharks: but i've been slacking Huggybear747: I journal write. Huggybear747: I got alot of ideas. I'm a muse of sorts to my bro and Nick but I can never follow through. Huggybear747: Soon, soon. Huggybear747: After I get some shit out the way. sharks: see i'm the same way. i have great ideas people kind of take off on. sharks: i feel like christopher nolan's brother Huggybear747: Well, you're in the same boat as me, grab an oar so we can paddle the fuck out this abyss. sharks: haha ok Huggybear747: word Huggybear747: What do you want to do? Huggybear747: With your existence? sharks: i used to want to help people sharks: that was my goal Huggybear747: now? sharks: but lately i've been hit with this self importance crap. and i want to be remembered. Huggybear747: I'll remember you. Huggybear747: If you got someone who loves you, you got your bases covered though right? sharks: what do you mean? Huggybear747: I thought you had a lil love in your life. Huggybear747: People who love you always remember you. sharks: well i love, doesn't mean i'm loved sharks: i'm the unrequited love type Huggybear747: that's a big word, what are you? sharks: see? i know some big words! Huggybear747: I'm trying to beef up the vocab Huggybear747: Unrequited? sharks: one way love sharks: like you love someone sharks: but they dont love you back Huggybear747: Well, we ride in alot of the same boats. Huggybear747: So how are you going about to being remembered? sharks: i haven't figured out yet sharks: i'm trying to figure out how to do it sharks: do you have any tips? Huggybear747: Network Huggybear747: and yell alot Huggybear747: works for Bill O'reilly. sharks: hahaha true Huggybear747: 25, in VA, interests in film, wants to leave a legacy.......... sharks: i should put that in an ad Huggybear747: Legacy can come from virtue or you can just plain go out in infamy. sharks: i don't think i could do infamy Huggybear747: Alright. sharks: so whats the haps on your unrequited love? Huggybear747: haps? sharks: the happenings, the deal, the story Huggybear747: Shit, you can do alot of reading in my diary, but for real, it's not that bad. I'll love the world and her. I'll just keep doing onto others........ Huggybear747: I want to spread love like peanut butter Huggybear747: nice n thick Huggybear747: Whether or not I get to hold her hand through the revolution. Huggybear747: She's always with me along with all my dawgs. sharks: does she know? Huggybear747: Of course. Huggybear747: It's a long story. Huggybear747: Trust me. Huggybear747: but it was love ever since I made her choke on that french fry. sharks: i haven't told an unrequited love that they are one, in a long time Huggybear747: What? A close friend? sharks: hahah she laughed at something you said? Huggybear747: She makes me laugh too. Huggybear747: We're like a comic duo at times. sharks: well, one was a close friend. the new one is a close brothers friend Huggybear747: Mostly it's crying and arguement and uncomfortable silences now. sharks: that's the best! that's how i feel about the close brothers friend sharks: damn, why? Huggybear747: The eternal question. Huggybear747: The eternal answer, I don't quite know. She is what she is but it doesn't explain why I love her and why she doesn't just shut me out her life. sharks: why would she shut you out of her life? Huggybear747: Anyways, she's happy with her new man, no biggie, she's in College Park, learning Sociology, she'll be doing great things. Huggybear747: I tried shutting her out once......... Huggybear747: Wouldn't it be easier for you to know that someone is not looking into your eyes for comfort and inspiration when you're trying to figure your own shit out? sharks: damn, that's hard when you have to see them with someone else sharks: yeah it would Huggybear747: Well, it's nothing new to me. Huggybear747: I roll with my punches Huggybear747: and take them in the gut. Huggybear747: but no need to swing back, I gotta do my thing. Huggybear747: You gotta big weight on your chest I presume. sharks: i don't know. i'm not a jealous person. like if i'm with someone, i'm not jealous. but when i'm not with them. its awful sharks: how so? Huggybear747: I remember when I first told her, she was in a 2 year relationship at the time, man..........that was some difficult shit. Huggybear747: You want to tell someone something, something so big, so encompassing of your life........... sharks: yeah... Huggybear747: What's your main concern? sharks: about telling him? Huggybear747: have you and "Mr. X" had a real close relationship? Huggybear747: Yeah, silly billy. sharks: not really Huggybear747: then how do you know? sharks: i mean i only see him when we're both hanging with my bro Huggybear747: that this is the fella? sharks: well Huggybear747: does the bro sense it? sharks: i don't know sharks: but he's SO much like me Huggybear747: You get all fluttery. Huggybear747: I bet it makes you all rosy. sharks: i don't know. my bro is usually clueless Huggybear747: You're shook. Huggybear747: haha Huggybear747: Word Huggybear747: How hard is it to ask the fella out? Huggybear747: what do you got to lose? sharks: if he says no sharks: i'd be embaressed sharks: i couldn't hang out with my brothers friends sharks: and i LOVE them Huggybear747: Well, embarassment is a small price to pay........... sharks: plus Huggybear747: How so? sharks: once he told me that i reminded him of his sister sharks: because i'd be avoiding him, and i wouldn't know when they'd hang out Huggybear747: I can see your concern. Huggybear747: but seriously, I don't think it's gonna be as traumatic as you think. sharks: yeah i dont know sharks: in december sharks: he emailed me Huggybear747: I mean you can go on and play lil mind games and research and whatnot, but seriously, just ask the dude. sharks: suggesting that we go to the theatre together sharks: so i found a play Huggybear747: Go. sharks: and emailed him back Huggybear747: Do it. sharks: and he hasn't replied Huggybear747: Well, call his ass up. Huggybear747: express interest. sharks: i dont have his number Huggybear747: it's not like you're gonna drop all this on him. Have dinner. Huggybear747: You got a brother. Huggybear747: He's got a number. sharks: i know i know Huggybear747: I feel like an old man and you're older then me. Huggybear747: Me, giving relationship advice, HA! sharks: i'm like michael jackson sharks: YOUNG AT HEART Huggybear747: Seriously, when girls rate me 1 to 10, my average rounds out to BANANA........ Huggybear747: Too young at heart. sharks: BANANA?? Huggybear747: Yeah, I play guitar to get chicks, I dj to get chicks, I get into women studies, you figure I get chicks, but I'm just another lonesome fat kid, really. sharks: women studies is full of hypocritical feminists, and lesbians! Huggybear747: I can barely take care of myself anyways. Huggybear747: and alot of it, but seriously, there's alot to it other then that. Huggybear747: Everyone's a hypocrite. sharks: yeah Huggybear747: I find a fond interest in it. Huggybear747: it's the estrogen in me I guess. sharks: so are you looking for the IT girl? Huggybear747: You should get in touch with your mister man, talk it over, let chemistry work. sharks: or just any? sharks: i think my problem is i'm trying for the IT guy Huggybear747: I quit looking. I window shop, I'm 21, I got to at least window shop. sharks: yeah i don't know. i told you how i have this issue with being forgotten. the thing is, i'm over emotional. so if he doesn't reply back again or snubbs me, i'll just freak out Huggybear747: Use your reason grrl. sharks: i know i know Huggybear747: you should look for what you want. Huggybear747: There's nothing wrong in that sharks: wow Huggybear747: wow? sharks: thats the smartest thing i've heard in a long time sharks: "you should look for what you want" Huggybear747: Why look for what you don't want? People do that and find so much they hate they forget what they liked in the first place Huggybear747: I've done that one too many times in my life. sharks: very true sharks: brb Huggybear747: You'll be alright, I'm sure he'll want to get in touch with you, you and your bro are good friends with him, it would be very odd for him to give you a flat out cold shoulder Huggybear747: It's not talking to him is revealing a great plot to bag him, you should let nature take it's course. Huggybear747: My advice, do what you like with it. I'm no expert, a fat kid with alot on his mind at best, but no expert in these matters. Huggybear747: Huggybear747: It's not *like* talking to him is revealing a great plot to bag him, you should let nature take it's course. sharks: very true sharks: i don't think there is such a thing as an expert on these things sharks: i think i'm going to try emailing him tomorrow maybe Huggybear747: I bet there are sages. sharks: he said work would be hectic in january sharks: and maybe thats why he didnt reply Huggybear747: Well, he could use a bit of leisure time with a familiar face Huggybear747: right? sharks: true! Huggybear747: good luck and god speed on that. sharks: thanks Huggybear747: Anytime. sharks: thanks for all your help Huggybear747: No doubt. Huggybear747: Thanks for conversation, better then the average chit chatter of daily life sharks: word sharks: like SNOW, and MICHAEL JACKSON Huggybear747: It's always better when you feel like things have been moved afterwards.... Huggybear747: SNOW!?!?! sharks: yeah there's SNOW here Huggybear747: I thought you were referring to the white dancehall artist SNOW, but yeah, we got about 4 to 8 here sharks: HAHAHAHA sharks: i'm glad you call him dancehall sharks: and not rapper Huggybear747: "Informer...........bnabkadoahtoasdhglashflshdf...........licky boom boom de-air!" Huggybear747: Yeah, well, I fancy myself an admirer of music sharks: me too Huggybear747: I wouldn't want to disgrace rappers sharks: hahaha Huggybear747: Or blend dancehall with hip hop, because most dancehall/hip hop sucks, IE Sean Paul. sharks: have you ever heard GO GO? Huggybear747: I live an hour away from DC Huggybear747: LOOSE BOOT-TEE! sharks: hahaha sharks: i hate most GO GO sharks: like i like it when its mixed with a little R&B Huggybear747: I like to see the guy freak the cowbell, sometimes they be freakin the shit out that cow bell sharks: hahahaah Huggybear747: they do. Huggybear747: with INTENSITY
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