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2003-02-08 - 10:09 a.m. Huggybear747: so worrying about what? Ataris Football: I am trying to find it Huggybear747: I know you're trying to find "it" :D Huggybear747: Well, at least THE "it" Huggybear747: ;-) Ataris Football: Waters, you're doing good on the vinyl, but Bobby Vinton records AREN'T the shit. You and Bobby know more hip-hop then I do now and it's a tad frightening. We'll drink Absinthe and write poetry one day, I'll promise you that. Stop stressing over bitches, especially Frostburg women, you and Bobby with the constant quest to hit skins, just get your shit together and like the field of dreams it'll come in more ways then one. Ataris Football: it was in the I didn't leave Huggybear747: Yeah, you're looking for the "IT" girl Ataris Football: the IT girl Ataris Football: I do not remember ever saying that Huggybear747: You didn't Huggybear747: But come on, you are. Ataris Football: explain the IT girl to me Ataris Football: and why you think I was looking for her Huggybear747: The girl that's the sugar in your tea Huggybear747: I still think you are looking Huggybear747: I still believe I found one, hell! Ataris Football: after awhile I just stopped looking Ataris Football: like about 1/4 of the way through last semester I stopped looking Ataris Football: then I started again until about 3/4 of the way though Huggybear747: for what? Ataris Football: and I stopped Ataris Football: for the IT girl Huggybear747: Yeah, but seriously, you just want to find some girl, some genuine specimen Ataris Football: no I don't Ataris Football: look, I have had specimens Ataris Football: and now i know i do not just want a warm body who maybe moves her hips at times Huggybear747: Well, indeed. Huggybear747: But you do want certain things? Ataris Football: I defeinetely want more than that Ataris Football: of course I want certan things Huggybear747: that's good Huggybear747: like what? Ataris Football: man Huggybear747: okay, blah blah blah Ataris Football: I really don't know Ataris Football: I just let it flow now Huggybear747: nevermind Ataris Football: what about you man Huggybear747: Well, that's good. I think to myself, if it's spontenatiety I'm looking for, how the hell am I gonna find it thinking like that? Ataris Football: yeah Ataris Football: I want like something to just happen Ataris Football: but the nI realize if it just happened it would still take some planning Huggybear747: There's nothing genuine about something I'm premeditating and scheming for Ataris Football: everything t akes some bit of planning Huggybear747: It takes a jump at chance Ataris Football: at times i am afraid to jump Ataris Football: who is not though Huggybear747: who isn't Huggybear747: it's a whole new universe Ataris Football: it is man Ataris Football: sometimes I wish I grew up in the 40s or 50s Ataris Football: shit just seemed easier then Huggybear747: You just gotta realize Rejection and acceptance are always gonna happen but the chances aren't Ataris Football: that is deep Huggybear747: I like the era of surf movies, those binikis where you could see the ladies cracks almost, hotness Ataris Football: yes it was Ataris Football: now you see the crack everywhere Huggybear747: I know Ataris Football: you can't go to even a PG movie and not see something like that Ataris Football: it is sad how sexual the world became Ataris Football: I just want some wholesome goodness damnit Huggybear747: I go to G movies and see lil girls with those low riding pants and then I ask for their numbers, when their mothers get the popcorn of course Ataris Football: oh of course Huggybear747: Wholesome goodness is what you make it. Ataris Football: I know Ataris Football: but now wholesome goodness is not letting a guy jizz on your face Huggybear747: and you can make it anything Ataris Football: girls think of that as wholesome goodness Huggybear747: as long as you have the patience to stand it. Ataris Football: I do have the patience Huggybear747: Yeah. It's a common Misperception. Ataris Football: see my name is not vladimir, i am not russian anything Huggybear747: are you gonna name your kid Blanket? Ataris Football: I think comforter Huggybear747: I'm gonna name my freak love child Korean Throw Ataris Football: intriguing Ataris Football: why a freak love child? Huggybear747: Well, that's what Michael Jackson's 3rd kid was Huggybear747: Tell me you saw that interview. Huggybear747: brb Ataris Football: bits and pieces Ataris Football: I was playing taboo during Huggybear747: man Huggybear747: priceless Ataris Football: I heard Ataris Football: I saw bits and pieces Huggybear747: nice Ataris Football: and re ad how Micheal is all pissed off now Ataris Football: and thinking of sueing Huggybear747: Whatever Ataris Football: because it made him look bad Huggybear747: So public opinion is gonna change if he sues? Huggybear747: Such a freak Ataris Football: man its micheal jackson, you try to figure him out Ataris Football: he probabl;y needs money Ataris Football: I heard he is pretty broke now Huggybear747: a fucked up 44 year old Peter Pan living in a life of fame and delusion on an amusement park Huggybear747: with a kid named blanket Ataris Football: man I don't know Huggybear747: broke?!?! Sell a fucking roller coaster. Huggybear747: Sell some rights to Beatles songs. Huggybear747: He'll be okay Huggybear747: His accountants will take care of it. Huggybear747: As long as he and the children can go on late night balloon rides Ataris Football: man I don't know, that is just what i heard Huggybear747: Well, it's not like I'll be crying if the bars of his delusion change from gold to silver Ataris Football: and so is mike tyson Huggybear747: Mike Tyson is used to it. Huggybear747: he'll be fine Ataris Football: well whatever they are, it is not really my concern Huggybear747: Seriously Huggybear747: I wish I could just eat all day Ataris Football: so you think one day we will drink absynth, get really gone and write poetry that in the morning we will not understand Huggybear747: and play playstation 2. Ataris Football: take one slice of pizza out of every box Huggybear747: Hey, of course. Huggybear747: Get the absinthe ordered, we'll set a date.......... Ataris Football: I'll see what i can do Huggybear747: absinthe or how bout mushrooms? Ataris Football: naw, I try not to use drugs Ataris Football: I did pot a few times, that was it Huggybear747: pot?!?!? When?!?!? and I was not present?!?!? Ataris Football: i am sorry Huggybear747: What's Absinthe?!?!? Ataris Football: a liquor Huggybear747: alcohol is a drug. Ataris Football: yeah Huggybear747: Mushrooms man! Ataris Football: naw man Ataris Football: no mushrooms for me Huggybear747: it'll be the first for me too. Huggybear747: come on. Huggybear747: we'll get Greg to supervise. Ataris Football: well I doubt two first time users in the same room will be a good experience Ataris Football: supervise? Please he will want to join in Huggybear747: supervision. Huggybear747: My friend Kevin would be down Ataris Football: we shall see what happens Ataris Football: I need to work on my writing before anything happens Huggybear747: Man, we'll just go to a park all day when the weather gets good Ataris Football: I do not know how to put the words together to convey the meaning I want Huggybear747: you need to work on your writing? Shit, I write like a first grader with one of those writing tablets with the space on top to draw pictures Ataris Football: I write like a pre-schooler whe nI try to be intelligent Huggybear747: expand your vocab. Try not to think in terms of words when describing something, find some relation that could be easier to decipher with words. Ataris Football: man I try Huggybear747: write everyday Huggybear747: keep trying Ataris Football: I usually do Ataris Football: I have been updating on diaryland too Huggybear747: it's a process, an unending process Huggybear747: I saw that Ataris Football: on a near daily basis Huggybear747: there you go. Huggybear747: doing better then I am already. Ataris Football: you update pretty often Ataris Football: you have the gold membership don't you? Huggybear747: not daily for the most part. Ataris Football: yeah but pretty often Huggybear747: of course, I never leave anywhere without the gold card Ataris Football: I was thinking of that Ataris Football: but I don't think it would make sense Huggybear747: Take a journal book with you wherever you go and when something comes to you, write it down, that's what I try to do. Huggybear747: what would make sense? Ataris Football: it would not make sense for me to get a gold membership Ataris Football: I do not upload pictures Ataris Football: and I don;'t need 15 MBs Ataris Football: I usually bring a blue book around Ataris Football: and I write during class sometimes Huggybear747: word Huggybear747: I got a scanner and digital camera, you know, sometimes pictures are worth a thousand words Ataris Football: I know man Huggybear747: or should I say a Dland Membership Ataris Football: I have none of that though Huggybear747: yeah Huggybear747: I feel your pain Huggybear747: Well, let me get ready for wiz-erk Ataris Football: wizerd Ataris Football: I'll hit you up later Huggybear747: okay Ataris Football: word Huggybear747: get better Huggybear747: peass Ataris Football: peace out homeslice
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