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2003-02-10 - 4:23 a.m. DCSCompton: imagine living in a black box your whole life, what thoughts would you have DCSCompton: wow Huggybear747: Would you even have thoughts? DCSCompton: yeah DCSCompton: you must Huggybear747: Thoughts are built upon and affected by your enviroment DCSCompton: i know dats what i mean Huggybear747: if your enviroment was nothing essentially, that's what you'd "think" Huggybear747: I guess you'd have "pure" reason DCSCompton: man Huggybear747: I think at times that emotions are remnants of a pure thought Huggybear747: but sometimes we associate emotions with certain things/criteria........ DCSCompton: music Huggybear747: a kiss Huggybear747: to believe emotions are remnants of a purer thought, wouldn't you have to believe in the separation of "heart" and mind? DCSCompton: no Huggybear747: how so? DCSCompton: because it's all unified Huggybear747: unified in what sense? DCSCompton: identity Huggybear747: That's very dao of you. DCSCompton: well man, i did identity theory it's like the human experience Huggybear747: uh huh. Huggybear747: I'm taking Asian Philosophy and intro to Philosophy this semester on top of two women studies courses, I find them all quite interesting. Huggybear747: I'm getting better sleep now with the help of a machine and I'm all on this mind renaissance with myself lately Huggybear747: I'm actually staying up in class and reading the text Huggybear747: crazy shit. DCSCompton: yeah? that's good DCSCompton: renaissance? in what way? Huggybear747: Well, learning the lil bit of nuggets I've beening recieving in philosophy, I'm fascinated in this finding of myself, which I was doing previously BUT I didn't really have an appropriate method and neither a lavish background or vocab to explain what I was thinking Huggybear747: 6 years of sleep deprivation puts you in a different place DCSCompton: it'll help Huggybear747: I find myself less confused. Huggybear747: disoriented, lost in the static. DCSCompton: and now? Huggybear747: I wanna read books. DCSCompton: i'm glad Huggybear747: I want spread love like peanut butter Huggybear747: I want to bust loose with some other shit. Huggybear747: you tend to lose touch with reality when you start dwelling on all that's around you. DCSCompton: yeah, but what is reality Huggybear747: yeah, but I'm saying, you get bogged down Huggybear747: You travel without moving. Huggybear747: You settle. Huggybear747: You accept. Huggybear747: You give 'cause of your growing unwillingness to understand shit, you just know it hurts, you know it's wrong, but you feel helpless in front of it. DCSCompton: very true Huggybear747: You lose almost everything dynamic about you Huggybear747: you become a shit and piss factory, a zombie Huggybear747: roaming the earth DCSCompton: man, depressing Huggybear747: you telling me. Huggybear747: more screaming not enough changing Huggybear747: and it falls upon mostly deaf ears Huggybear747: but whatever, like they say here, "I'm gonna do the damn thing the way it's supposed to be done."
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