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2003-10-24 - 8:03 a.m. Huggybear747 (8:24:53 PM): You know what I wish sometimes? placidream (8:25:03 PM): what? Huggybear747 (8:26:13 PM): That people could just explore each other intimately without breaking "relationship" bonds or straining them, a more open type atmosphere Huggybear747 (8:26:22 PM): why does love have to be so possessive? placidream (8:26:58 PM): it really is Huggybear747 (8:27:00 PM): You know, I wish that people that were just curious I guess in exploring others should just do so...... Huggybear747 (8:27:40 PM): But I don't see any of that happening and the whole idea of sexuality and relationships just make me sick to my stomach.......all these norms to fufill and maintain placidream (8:27:50 PM): i think it would ultimatly make the world a better place Huggybear747 (8:27:59 PM): Just fucking make out already, yaknowhatimsayin? Huggybear747 (8:28:06 PM): That's what I want to tell people placidream (8:28:47 PM): next time you see 2 people obivously wanting each other tell them Huggybear747 (8:28:55 PM): But I'm so utterly pissed with it all I refuse any and all of the nonsense that comes with the whole relationship/intimacy package Huggybear747 (8:29:09 PM): I just forgo it all Huggybear747 (8:29:24 PM): I piss on the system. I'm angry with it. placidream (8:29:33 PM): is that why you dont have a girlfriend? placidream (8:29:47 PM): im sure with your personality girls are all up on your shit Huggybear747 (8:30:19 PM): Yeah, but it's not like I don't have primal tendencies, but since this has to be that and so forth, I reject the idea of sexuality altogether Huggybear747 (8:30:23 PM): I don't want it. Huggybear747 (8:30:36 PM): I yearn for it naturally, but I don't want it. Huggybear747 (8:30:51 PM): I wish not to be sexual in such a fucked up relationship code. placidream (8:31:02 PM): that takes massive strength Huggybear747 (8:31:15 PM): IT does placidream (8:31:21 PM): just find a girl who feels the same way Huggybear747 (8:31:22 PM): Not a day goes by........ Huggybear747 (8:31:30 PM): I don't want to find Huggybear747 (8:31:35 PM): I don't look Huggybear747 (8:31:37 PM): I refuse placidream (8:31:45 PM): thats exactly how i feel, but i also really care about lance placidream (8:31:54 PM): what if she comes to you? placidream (8:31:58 PM): will you reject it? Huggybear747 (8:32:04 PM): It's my choice, I make it everyday when I wake up in the morning Huggybear747 (8:32:09 PM): I don't know. Huggybear747 (8:32:15 PM): I seriously don't know. Huggybear747 (8:32:33 PM): But anything coming to me in that way is a rare thing. Huggybear747 (8:32:49 PM): It's an all encompassing thing placidream (8:32:52 PM): rare, but not impossible Huggybear747 (8:32:54 PM): It radiates through you Huggybear747 (8:32:58 PM): I know Huggybear747 (8:33:04 PM): there's some dumb luck out there placidream (8:33:05 PM): more girls feel that way, but we cant be so free with it Huggybear747 (8:33:07 PM): It's happened before Huggybear747 (8:33:19 PM): It might even happen again placidream (8:33:30 PM): were whores if were comfortable with our sexuality placidream (8:33:36 PM): it will happen again Huggybear747 (8:33:54 PM): but right now, this moment, I don't want to feel the ways I am taught to interpret and follow the ways I feel Huggybear747 (8:34:06 PM): I'm not worried about that. Huggybear747 (8:34:22 PM): I'm more worried about the people around me Huggybear747 (8:34:26 PM): the BIG picture. placidream (8:34:40 PM): i envy you, youre such a strong person Huggybear747 (8:34:53 PM): I envy you. Huggybear747 (8:35:04 PM): So there. lol
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