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2003-11-23 - 6:49 p.m. Huggybear747 (4:36:46 PM): you can't give this sorta thing "time" to let love settle.....Love is not something that settles, or really "develops" in any matter, it's timeless and it's always there or it never is. Being with her doesn't mean you love her and that love exists and being without her doesn't mean that you never loved. the prodigal dun (4:37:27 PM): damn Huggybear747 (4:38:03 PM): But you can't piss a gamble away.......you either take it or you don't man and you gotta live with it. You can't sit there and twiddle your thumbs the prodigal dun (4:38:03 PM): I mean what i know about this is that everytime I thnk about her I smile, I hear her voice I smile, I see her and I am in a state of glee Huggybear747 (4:38:16 PM): glee? Lol the prodigal dun (4:38:33 PM): yeah my word choices are weak the prodigal dun (4:38:39 PM): but basically that is a good way to describe it Huggybear747 (4:38:46 PM): Well, sometimes the greatest thing you can do to love something is to let go the prodigal dun (4:39:39 PM): letting go is the bitch part of it eh? Huggybear747 (4:39:46 PM): That's truly when you realize what love is, if you ever get the chance......When you can walk away and have it with you Huggybear747 (4:40:34 PM): Letting go is some tough shit, the prodigal dun (4:41:15 PM): well I will have the memories with me the prodigal dun (4:41:31 PM): you know what was weird was the other night I looked at her and was like damn my nana would have ate her up Huggybear747 (4:42:24 PM): She is delectable in my opinion the prodigal dun (4:42:26 PM): which was when I was like DAMN, because my nana hated anyon who came near me, no one was good enough for her children, let alone her baby(me) the prodigal dun (4:44:28 PM): it was just weird when I thought of that Huggybear747 (4:45:01 PM): Well, Waters, you love the grrl, take that feeling and put it towards yourself and the world and if she knows the same feeling you advise her to do the same, or just lead by example. the prodigal dun (4:45:34 PM): yeah I am going to ry to let her know the prodigal dun (4:45:44 PM): the other day I damn near got her a stupid gift the prodigal dun (4:45:50 PM): but then she found out and was like I would never ever use that Huggybear747 (4:46:43 PM): God knows it's a challenge to tell someone you love them, but to tell yourself you love yourself and the world around you, is the only challenge you'll ever have to really face. the prodigal dun (4:47:03 PM): yep the prodigal dun (4:47:12 PM): well things are more loving around me lately Huggybear747 (4:47:17 PM): Yeah, I still buy dumb gifts man. the prodigal dun (4:47:29 PM): and I have told myself I love myself and the world is getting a bit better the prodigal dun (4:47:45 PM): I was going to get her dave digs disney, which is brubeck doing disney songs the prodigal dun (4:47:53 PM): I thought it was great since she loves disney and I enjoy brubeck the prodigal dun (4:47:56 PM): yeah she shot that down Huggybear747 (4:48:24 PM): That's a nifty gift, I just burned CDs though. Huggybear747 (4:48:50 PM): You know buy shit for yourself and "give" it to someone type shit the prodigal dun (4:48:57 PM): yeah the prodigal dun (4:49:18 PM): well I really do not like her musical tastes, so I am not going to burn a whole cd of shakira cristina aguilera and britney spears type shit the prodigal dun (4:49:27 PM): I have heard the damn britney spears album like 4 times now! the prodigal dun (4:49:38 PM): the new one, she should just crawl into a hole, it is horrendous the prodigal dun (4:50:03 PM): she had timbaland on some beats so I thought maybe that would make it alright, but nope Huggybear747 (4:51:08 PM): Hey, it's a shame, but you can try to school her regardless of what lies ahead, don't get selective with your love like that, especially with music........ Huggybear747 (4:51:35 PM): I try to cater to everyone and add a little knowledge on top Huggybear747 (4:51:44 PM): because I know it's all love Huggybear747 (4:52:33 PM): I can get down with the drrty south kids, I can appreciate even Britney in some respects..... the prodigal dun (4:52:50 PM): oh I am not getting selective with anything, just saying it sucks the prodigal dun (4:52:55 PM): I sent her some illogic but she didn't l;ike that Huggybear747 (4:53:00 PM): I know what it's all about and it's not just a civic duty but a personal one to make people know the How's and Why's of music Huggybear747 (4:53:18 PM): and everything for that matter the prodigal dun (4:53:20 PM): I let her listen to some non prophets, she didn't feel that Huggybear747 (4:54:03 PM): Well, it's rare for a particular music that speaks for itself......... Huggybear747 (4:54:11 PM): You gotta ease it in the prodigal dun (4:54:12 PM): she didn't like shuggie that much either Huggybear747 (4:54:19 PM): Well, okay....... Huggybear747 (4:54:22 PM): That's a damn shame. the prodigal dun (4:54:29 PM): yeah it is a damn shame Huggybear747 (4:54:32 PM): And for that, she gets knocked down a peg the prodigal dun (4:54:42 PM): yeah just one? the prodigal dun (4:54:52 PM): I was going to make her get out of the queen chair and dance around like a clown Huggybear747 (4:54:53 PM): I will not appreciate anyone intensely if they don't respect shuggie
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