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2003-11-28 - 11:42 p.m. One day, this all won't matter.....oh wait, for most people this will never matter. I'm beginning to think of the whole smallness of my life. Why do I think in such big terms? There's people out there that devote their lives to Melon-eating contests and bi-monthly porn subscriptions, so why in the hell am I thinking? Missing out on all this good porn and good melon?!?!? I've always carried an unspoken sort of narcissism about myself. I remember always having a cocky and competitive spirit in the games I knew. *I can still kick most anybody's ass in N64 Goldeneye* I also feel sacrificial at times. It's what most faith is built upon and I'm no different. I carry many textbook romantic qualities, or at least I did overtly......once. The true love, the spittin' image child, icon status, comfortable living with occasional indulgence. It looks further from that then it did 5 years ago...even 7 years ago. By god and I'm only 22. So, all you older folks, am I ahead of myself? What's it like? Does wisdom and hard work kick in somewhere? And people my age, is this on your minds!? You know, I got a million things to do........and I ponder this intensively.
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