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finding it, found it
2004-10-04 - 3:41 p.m.

Huggybear747: Well, as I said, if you got nothing to do..........

Huggybear747: I just thought I'd throw it at you.

Huggybear747: I'll pass on a DVD to Bat to give to you if that's the case

kidkamikazee: i would like to.

kidkamikazee: we'll see how it goes

Huggybear747: I know you would

kidkamikazee: i saw bat last night

kidkamikazee: he came to my house

Huggybear747: He got lost last time he said

kidkamikazee: and nearly arrested!

Huggybear747: and almost got shot

kidkamikazee: yah i think he drove into University Park

kidkamikazee: which is this neighborhood of rich people, who became their own town and hired their own police force.

Huggybear747: Well, he's alive.......and you see him every now and then, so he can be the middleman to hand off the DVD

kidkamikazee: if you are in cp maybe you can visit my place

kidkamikazee: we've been working really hard to make it look nice

kidkamikazee: we redecorated the upstairs & downstairs living rooms.

Huggybear747: that's up to the crew, I would like to see you too, eventually

kidkamikazee: and the room jb and i share

Huggybear747: Word word

kidkamikazee: plus, i live with 2 djs

kidkamikazee: and one mc

Huggybear747: do it up nice

Huggybear747: you got the Juice crew in your house

kidkamikazee: so it's a good networking opportunity!

kidkamikazee: have you heard of critically acclaimed?

kidkamikazee: we played a song for bat and he really liked it.

kidkamikazee: www.critically.net

Huggybear747: Well, it's great and all to network, but hey, I haven't seen you in forever

kidkamikazee: i think that's their site.

kidkamikazee: i know...

Huggybear747: I hate to think everything is business now

kidkamikazee: but i mean, if you tell hiphop kids you live with a hiphop group, it makes them wanna come over more ;-)

kidkamikazee: you can use it as leverage!

Huggybear747: brooklyn bred MCs? Quartermaine?

kidkamikazee: yah Q lives in the house as does Marshall the dj

kidkamikazee: Q is really Daryl

Huggybear747: yeah, well, then that's the site

kidkamikazee: the other guy just moved to the area, WIT, he's really nice

Huggybear747: only the finest I would presume

kidkamikazee: hmm

kidkamikazee: they're really good...and i'm not saying that coz i live with them.

kidkamikazee: they're starting to blow up--it's kinda funny to watch them scrambling around on the phone booking tours and assembling 1,000 cds

kidkamikazee: anyhoo i would like to hang out.

Huggybear747: Hey, when the ball starts rollin'........

kidkamikazee: and i like to show off my house now that it's getting fixed up

Huggybear747: I figured you would

Huggybear747: being the socialite and hostess with the mostest

kidkamikazee: ehhh

kidkamikazee: i'm not a big socialite

kidkamikazee: i don't really party

kidkamikazee: i like to hang out at home or at the radio station

kidkamikazee: that's about it!

kidkamikazee: go to a weekly barbeque my friends have.

Huggybear747: Taking to the simple life

kidkamikazee: pretty quiet actually

Huggybear747: As long as it's peaceful

kidkamikazee: it's peaceful. occassional silly drama.

Huggybear747: and makes ya happy, kick back and chill

Huggybear747: what would life be without the silly drama

kidkamikazee: it's what happens when you're dead broke for 2 years.

kidkamikazee: you get used to staying in

Huggybear747: I feel you

kidkamikazee: you should bring nick

Huggybear747: That might be a chore..........I don't know if he works or not tommorrow, he got like 30 hours this week to work, which is unheard of coming from Nick

Huggybear747: I can probably drag him along

kidkamikazee: is he still at acme?

Huggybear747: of course

kidkamikazee: nick is the most steadfast man

Huggybear747: That's why we're brothers in crime

kidkamikazee: how is everett?

Huggybear747: working his ass off

Huggybear747: He only got Sundays off for the rest of the year or some shit

kidkamikazee: really?

kidkamikazee: weird

kidkamikazee: i haven't seen him in like 5 years

Huggybear747: Yeah, all your ex boyfriends coming out the woodwork

kidkamikazee: grrrrreat

Huggybear747: he lives not even 10 minutes from you

kidkamikazee: yah i know

kidkamikazee: dan f told me that ages ago

kidkamikazee: i have too many exes

Huggybear747: Yeah, he's probably even closer now since he's in Cheverly

kidkamikazee: blagh

Huggybear747: Well, you gotta play the field to find the best

kidkamikazee: no that's not true

kidkamikazee: if anything playing the field may distract you

Huggybear747: you also got to find yourself

Huggybear747: Embrace your past and take all you know into your future

kidkamikazee: blah

Huggybear747: blah?

kidkamikazee: blahhhh

kidkamikazee: i am currently done with soul-searching and all that junk

kidkamikazee: i am just content.

Huggybear747: isn't that why you search?

Huggybear747: To be content?

kidkamikazee: well i guess i'm done searching.

kidkamikazee: coz i am content.

Huggybear747: That's good.

Huggybear747: I thought you didn't believe in that stuff.

kidkamikazee: hmm

kidkamikazee: maybe i didn't

kidkamikazee: i don't really remember

kidkamikazee: i remember not really knowing what to believe in.

Huggybear747: Have you found it?

kidkamikazee: it?

kidkamikazee: i don't know.

kidkamikazee: i'm just content.

Huggybear747: what to believe in.

kidkamikazee: i believe in myself.

kidkamikazee: and i believe in reducing as much drama and bs from my life as possible.

Huggybear747: That's good.

Huggybear747: It making you happier?

kidkamikazee: i don't know. i don't really have a life philosophy or anything.

kidkamikazee: i just realized that everything was nice and that was fine with me....no point in looking for bigger and better

kidkamikazee: i feel like, the less i search, the less i try to figure out some life philosophy, and the less i stress about finding 'it' whatever 'it' is, the happier i am.

Huggybear747: So you're at peace right now?

Huggybear747: ........for the most part.

kidkamikazee: yah i guess so

kidkamikazee: if peace is not caring about extraneous shite, drama, and life quests

kidkamikazee: i think my problem was, and this may apply to a lot of people, is that i thought about things on this huge grand scale.....

kidkamikazee: thus, there is never fulfillment.

Huggybear747: Well, that makes me feel good to know, that you've found something and somebody, and hopefully I'll get to see this in person, eventually.

kidkamikazee: or maybe that's what happens as one 'grows up'

kidkamikazee: i guess JB is a big part of it.

Huggybear747: Sounds like it.

Huggybear747: From what I read anyways.

kidkamikazee: he's not really a big schemer

kidkamikazee: he takes pleasure in the little things.

kidkamikazee: and he's really peaceful like

Huggybear747: As you always did.......

kidkamikazee: i guess it rubbed off.

Huggybear747: Well, that's awesome.

kidkamikazee: i'm still a bit of a schemer though.

Huggybear747: Hey, I hope the revolution is still in full effect.

kidkamikazee: ohhh

kidkamikazee: hmmm

Huggybear747: and I'm not a betting man, but I think when ya'll walk down the street, people take notice.

kidkamikazee: probably

kidkamikazee: probably makes people retch

kidkamikazee: haha!

kidkamikazee: no actually, people think we are cute

Huggybear747: That's the first obvious side effect

kidkamikazee: together, that is.

Huggybear747: Retching from cuteness.

kidkamikazee: so i guess that's good, for the revolution and all

Huggybear747: it's just the body responding to love

Huggybear747: it's hardcore, it takes adjusting

Huggybear747: not everyone feels that

kidkamikazee: retching? i guess nicotine withdrawal is love?

Huggybear747: Hey, if you can kick cigs together, shit, you can go to hell and back without a scratch

kidkamikazee: um

kidkamikazee: he is not quitting

kidkamikazee: i am trying. and then i got sick...which might be related.

Huggybear747: Well, then don't take that as some symbolic thing baby.........

Huggybear747: I would like to meet this cat

kidkamikazee: well you can tomorrow..probably

kidkamikazee: he's super mellow

kidkamikazee: and everyone likes him.

kidkamikazee: it's kinda weird.

Huggybear747: Not an angry bone in his body?

kidkamikazee: there is nothing not to like, unless you are the kinda person who doesn't like people because they are mellow

kidkamikazee: not really

kidkamikazee: he'd be angry if you did something fucked up to someone he cares about.

Huggybear747: Well, he sounds like my type of brother

kidkamikazee: he got pretty angry when his car window motor broke

kidkamikazee: but like, he wasn't really angry.

Huggybear747: kicking non-living objects when they break or when we get clumsy with them

kidkamikazee: that was the only time i saw him 'angry'

kidkamikazee: he didn't kick it.

Huggybear747: Slapped the steering wheel perhaps?

kidkamikazee: he was just mad because the window was open and we we don't live in the greatest neighborhood

kidkamikazee: no he just looked kinda angry and cussed a little.

kidkamikazee: and then took care of it.

Huggybear747: hahaha

Huggybear747: TCBin' kinda man

Huggybear747: that's good.

kidkamikazee: tcb?

Huggybear747: Takin' Care of Business

kidkamikazee: turner classic broadcasting?

kidkamikazee: oh

Huggybear747: TCBin' 24-7-365

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