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2002-02-20 - 1:22 p.m. I don't know where to start or begin? I started the day talking to Raven, I got up and she got online, uncanny. We talked all sorts of things..... kidkamikazee: i like how things are going right now. i feel like my relations with others are at an all time healthy peak. Huggybear747: I love you, I'm happy for you, it's great isn't it? kidkamikazee: yes! Huggybear747: I want you to be the best you can be, really, no jars bottling you in, no chains holdin you back. kidkamikazee: and i love you for it. Huggybear747: I love you for who you are and most definitely I'll love you for what you want to be kidkamikazee: i need my freedom. Huggybear747: Something so great doesn't deserve to be caged kidkamikazee: thank you baby. Huggybear747: I still wanna wait, for that one day, where it's all settled, I'll be there, waiting, I will to hug you or to just smile and stay in the shadows, or just all and out love you, hold you, kiss you..... kidkamikazee: the future is the great unknown. but yer dreams are certainly sweet. Huggybear747: I know what we have is true Huggybear747: It's not a dream that I love you, it feels like one at times, but it's no dream..... kidkamikazee: i know the love isn't a dream. but yer hopes are dreamy. Huggybear747: I know the future is uncertain, for what we're gonna encounter, what challenges we face, but I do know how much I feel about you, I do know how much I support you, I do know how much I love you Huggybear747: My hopes are dreamy, but here we are separated, chasing are dreams kidkamikazee: is there any other way? Huggybear747: It's not foolish Huggybear747: No Huggybear747: there is no other way Huggybear747: Unless you wanna give it all up Huggybear747: I already told you I'd never run from you again kidkamikazee: i'm glad you wanna hang on. kidkamikazee: but explore. kidkamikazee: baby yer the bestest/ Huggybear747: I will, shit, everyday I do Huggybear747: and everyday I think of you kidkamikazee: i think of you like once every hour atleast. Huggybear747: I want to be the one for you and you the one for me, that's dreamy.....I believe it though, I do, all my heart does kidkamikazee: maybe it's true and years from now we'll be holding hands as the sun sets on another yummy day Huggybear747: I can see it..... Huggybear747: I just want to make sure you're smiling kidkamikazee: i am every time you pop in my head. Huggybear747: I love you, forever, always.....I do, I want you take that wherever you go, because when you say you love me....I will never feel alone. kidkamikazee: you aren't alone Huggybear747: I know Huggybear747: There's someone out there that loves me Huggybear747: For who I am Huggybear747: and for who I wanna be Huggybear747: And I love her dearly Huggybear747: With all my heart and soul kidkamikazee: it's right and it's good and let's hope it lasts. Huggybear747: hope, I believe.... Huggybear747: Love is everlasting Huggybear747: It will, in some shape or form Huggybear747: be there for you and me kidkamikazee: yes i believe it will too. in some shape or form Huggybear747: Let's hope we're holding hands in the end kidkamikazee: yes. Huggybear747: Is that what you want the most out of all the endings we could have? kidkamikazee: yes. Huggybear747: It's what I want most. kidkamikazee: but only if we're happy. Huggybear747: Well, if we've gotten that far, I believe it Huggybear747: I will love you always Huggybear747: You never gotta question it Huggybear747: You can always come and get a hug, kiss, or a tummy to lay on kidkamikazee: yah!! kidkamikazee: well baby doll i'm gonna go get ready. Huggybear747: I'm not waiting, we're both going off doing are things, but when that's all done, I'm gonna find you and tell you all about it Huggybear747: Okay Huggybear747: I love you kidkamikazee: love you too. (Am I cheesy or what?) Then she sends me this horoscope in my notes, what's that supposed to mean?? Anywho, I gotta study for Japanese class. I gotta clean this damn room too. Grrr...... Oh yeah, Gina's gettin her Valentine's gift today, or tonite or somehow. Just came in the mail. It's the gift that keeps on giving I think.
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